self explanatory..

det siste er akkurat det, fortiden.

Letting Social Anxiety Get the Best of Me

My biggest regret ever is letting my social anxiety get the best of me and stop me from doing the things I want to do. I’ve turned down a job opportunity, never made any close friends, let the one boy I honestly fell in love with slip away my senior year of high school, and dropped several classes in college all because I couldn’t handle being around large groups of people. I've never gone out and done anything that people my age usually do. I’m tired of doing nothing but sit in my room on the computer, second guessing my abilities and never experiencing life. This year, I’m going to try to change this. It’ll be hard, but I’ll be glad I did it later.

[Female, 19]

Yeah, my life right there.

So after reading that I realised that it's basically my life, sooooooo I'm gonna try to do something about it. I'm going to keep running, lose weight, get a job, pay my parents, save up money for when I move to Oslo, go to school(the worst part is that I can't get up in the morning. But I always end up realising it's not that bad. And I will not give up this time.), get good grades, make friends(maybe re-unite with old ones???), aaaand of course try not to be so awkward....

I don't need a therapist, it wouldn't help anyway, and I'm not going to ask anyone for help, it would be nice to know someone who knows how it feels though...

It'll be hard, but that's life.

pengerpengerpengerrrr!

Ja, og jeg trenger også penger nok til å få et fly over der og til leie når jeg er der... jeg også måtte begynne å lete etter en jobb før jeg går...

Jeg er allerede prøver å gjøre alt... Jeg trenger en jobb! NÅ!

Holder håpet i live

krysse fingrene...

Så, jeg håper fortsatt at jeg kanskje kan være en utvekslingsstudent i enten Norge, Danmark eller Sverige...

men selv om jeg ikke kan jeg fortsatt kommer til å prøve å få en jobb og spare opp noen penger til å flytte dit etter når jeg er atten i det minste, men jeg vil ha det nå, så jeg kan kjenne språketbedre og alt. Jeg kan ikke vente i to år (eller kanskje lengre) å være der:(

Jeg skulle ønske vi hadde penger...

ha det!

new site?

http://angerelli.tumblr.com/

jeg savner den tiden...

jeg skulle ønske jeg kunne gå tilbake til det året... <3

who dat!

goooo saints!<3

major tom

so it finally snowed!!
and ofc, when i was trying my hardest not to slip and fall, i fell... HARD! :D
hahah




we got school off today, so yaaay! hah, i'll have to go to bed earlier tonight...

kjedelig... :(

:D i am sooooo tired...
to much homework for the first week of school... bleh

der weise hai

tomorrow the new semester starts...
i have
german
civics
visual arts
biology

i am über bored

i dunno, hahah

aaaaaand this too!


this is just for eliiiiiii!

drunken lullabies

i'm just real bored...
so i dun't go to school 'till the 26 of januar? or around that time... i have to still try to understand as much math as i can. aaand i'm learning gaeilge(italian or polish next?)...
oh, also i thought i'd just say this, madre, that film you liked so much? i remember the name of it now.. SHUTTER! :D


i am reeeeeal bored!

oh, the good times...

i found lots of old pictures so we got bored and we scanned some,i miss being young :(

who gossips with you will gossip of you

so i need a little help...
i know already that i am gonna have that cross, and a quote in gaelic... i just dunno what the quote will say.
so it could be one of these ooooorr, any suggestions? so whatever it's gonna be, it will be translataed into gaelic<3

1) “May God grant you always...A sunbeam to warm you, a moonbeam to charm you, a sheltering Angel so nothing can harm you. Laughter to cheer you. Faithful friends near you. And whenever you pray, Heaven to hear you.”

2) “May you have the hindsight to know where you've been, The foresight to know where you are going, And the insight to know when you have gone too far”

3) “May those who love us, love us; and those who don't love us, may God turn their hearts; and if He doesn't turn their hearts, may he turn their ankles so we'll know them by their limping.”

4) “May God give you...For every storm a rainbow, for every tear a smile, for every care a promise and a blessing in each trial. For every problem life sends, a faithful friend to share, for every sigh a sweet song and an answer for each prayer.”

5) “May the road rise up to meet you, may the wind be ever at your back. May the sun shine warm upon your face and the rain fall softly on your fields. And until we meet again, May God hold you in the hollow of his hand.”

6) “May flowers always line your path and sunshine light your day. May songbirds serenade you every step along the way. May a rainbow run beside you in a sky that's always blue. And may happiness fill your heart each day your whole life through.”

7) “May you live as long as you want and never want as long as you live”

8) “May you never forget what is worth remembering, nor ever remember what is best forgotten”

9) “May you always have work for your hands to do.
May your pockets hold always a coin or two.
May the sun shine bright on your windowpane.
May the rainbow be certain to follow each rain.
May the hand of a friend always be near you.
And may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you.”

10) “May the sun shine all day long, everything go right and nothing wrong. May those you love bring love back to you, and may all the wishes you wish come true!”

11) "I believe in the sun when it's not shining, I believe in love even when I feel it not, I believe in God even when he is silent."

12) "If God sends you down a stony path, may he give you strong shoes."

13) "May the saddest day of your future be no worse than the happiest day of your past."

14) "May the roof above us never fall in, and may the friends gathered below it never fall out."

15) "May your neighbors respect you,
Trouble neglect you,
The angels protect you,
And heaven accept you."

it is soooooo hard to choose... :(

snøikkemøter?

still no snow?? i hope it snows THIS month...

also i am now going to watch every disney film we've got around here, :D:D:
i just watched the lion king today,it just reminded me of how much i hate scar...
i love this part tho, by far the best part of the whole film!! <3